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SOMEONE NEEDS TO POST.

SRSLY.



*srsfais*

the title means nothing, really. it's part of the song i'm listening to xD

so yea, i know i've been posting a lot...ish. maybe it just feels like i have because Tree is the only one who posted after me....*coughMsGreencoughDaisycough* YA'LL SUCK. ..... ^_^


OMG, the first part of renai rider by Buono sounds like the theme song to Sabrina the teenage witch xD lolz, good times.


i'm so excited for Christmas now :D i think it's because i know a bunch of cool stuff i'm getting... nooo, i didn't sneak a peek. i was there when my mum bought it xD that's okay tho. if i hadn't been there i wouldn't have gotten, wait for it....a video camera :DD i can't wait.

and i also got DDR Hottest Party 3 for Wii. ya'll shall come over (and bring an extra mat) so we can play together....after Christmas...

maybe for New Years. that would be cool.

not having to do with Christmas, i got a BB shirt. when Daisy was here, i went up to my room and put it on and some loose jeans, messed up my hair and went downstairs as B xD it was fun. after Christmas i'm totally gonna make cosplay videos.

maybe i'll help MsGreen with The L show. BECAUSE I'M A HELPFUL PERSON 8D

haha, okay, i have nothing to say now...


i saw New Moon last night. i'll just say a few things...


EDWARD IS NAAAAAASTYYY. he's all hairy and grroooosssssssss.

Jacob is cute when he's sleeping<3

CHUCK NORRIS SHOULD PLAY CHARLIE IN THE NEXT ONE.


that last part is so true. foreelz.





k, i am out of things to say. LOVE YOU<3

have i got a treat for you. today i decided to stop being lazy and write more of the Matt story!! :DDD YA LOVE MEH RITE ;D just kidding, but srsly, you gais should love me for this.

k, hope you enjoy.




The Beginning~


"Are they awake yet?" the shatteringly hard voice rang in my keen new ears. The computer screen buzzed audibly as a mouse clicked away.
"number 12 is gaining consciousness. she can't move yet, though" a new voice doubled the echoing in my head.
"fine. shut the rest down" cold as ice. Ice? funny how quickly i learned.
"What?!" Ugh. too loud. I winced, or tried to anyway.
"i don't like to repeat myself, Stanley. Shut. Them. Down" cold and condescending. And a woman. i was impressed.
"i would like to wait until 12 is fully conscious. we could make a mistake." he challenged. Idiot. can't he tell she means business?
"fine" oh, she's mad. i almosy laughed. it just came out as extra loud breathing.
"she's breathing." the man said in an urgent tone.

'guess it's time for the big reveal.' sitting up was hard. i heard footsteps behind me, tehn next to me. i opened my eyes. light. ow. i closed them again. rubbed them. light. better. they focused. a balding man in a white lab coat stood before me. i felt small. he was really big. the woman looked like she sounded. hard, cold, and in charge. arms crossed.
"why is she so young?" mad.
"um, it'll take a day or two after she'd woken to grow tofull size"
"she will be perfect?"
"we can only hope"
"hope is not an option. she will be perfect or she will be terminated" harsh.
"i'll be perfect if you make me" oh god, my voice still cracks.
"her voice still cracks" was that supposed to be an amused comment? weird woman.
"it won't." he sure seems confident.
"can i go now?" it was a boring and obvious conversation.
"not yet number 12. first, what is your name?"
"i like Matt"
"...is that a girls name?"
"i don't care"
"okay, Matt is okay with me. and, do you know how old you are?"
"....no. i feel like i'm five, but i know i am supposed to be 15."
"very good. right now you are around 5, but you will grow more in the next few days, i assure you"
"okay. now can i leave?"
"alright, everything seems to be in order. you will be relocated in one week. you may go" thank god. a nurse in the corner of the large room escorted me down the hall and into a small windowless room that seemed to radiate whiteness.
"i'll leave you to it then.." she left. leave me to what? whatever. i sat on the bed. there was a mirror in front of me. whoa. i'm naked. i found the closet and put on a shirt and pants. so much white. even my short hair was pure white. only my forest green eyes separated me from an albino.
"now what?" i said to myself. i noticed a drawer in the wall at the end of the room. inside i found a slim, heavy object. a laptop. excellent. i went back to the bed and opened the lid to an already open page. it looked like they did it on purpose.
'obviously, retard' it showed a map of the building and had a star next to the words "you are here". on the right hand corner were the words "prep center". Prep? prep for what?
'answers' i thought, referring to the large yellow button in a row of others.
'i doubt this will help, but whatever' i clicked it once and was immediately redirected to a page full of information. i scanned. a man named L... best detective in the world... needs a succesor... grooming us for it...

i fell asleep thinking about the future and what was going to happen to me.

"RIIINNNGGGGG!!!! RRRIIIIINNNNGGGG!!!! RRRIIIINNNGGG!!!!!!"
"freaking alarm! shut up!!!" they stopped immediately. three days had gone by. from reading the information i had learned that i would be relocated in 4 days to an orphanage in New England called Wammy's House. today was when i finally got to change my hair and clothes.

i stepped up to the door and it opened automatically. the hall was a sea of white as children large and small shuffled to the designated rooms. one for girls and another for boys. the girls room had a sign over the door of a woman in a dress.

'oh god. i hope i don't have to wear a dress..' the large warehouse-like room was a sea of pink and purple. i nearly ran back out into the hall. instead i walked quickly to the very back where i was a spot of black. i smiled with a sigh of relief. i chose jeans, and a black and red striped shirt, long sleeved just in case. buried beneath a pile of brightly colored skirts was a tan vest with fur accents. Brilliant. on one of the walls was a picture of and eye. Glasses? On the opposite wall was a picture of...hair? i decided with the latter. inside was like a salon, but whiter.
'why the hell is everything white?' i found an empty chair and sat down. on the counter in front of me was a book of styles and colors.
'red' i grinned to myslef.
"red" i told the bored looking woman behind me.
"really? dark or bright?"
"hmm....dark. and this style" i pointed to a boyish choppy cut that would barely go over my ears.
"okay. here we go..." it seemed to go by quickly.

"hey kid, i'm done" i opened my eyes and was satisfied.
"thanks"
"uh huh. you'd better get going. everyone is leaving."
"kay, thanks again" i hurried to the door, grabbing as i went a pear of goggles.

outside, people were shuffling again, but now more excited. the sea was different this time. Blonde, brown, and black made up the most of it. in front of the parade was a single white bobbing head, totally unchanged.
the room we went into this time was by far my favorite. the walls were all brightly colored and lined with boxes ovevrflowing with childish games and toys. i cut to the front of the line, grabbed a small red video game and sat down at one of the empty tables. it took a while for everyone to choose, but when they did it was like Christmas. kids with puzzles, dolls, action figures, and video games crowded around in packs.
'wow, they sure do make friends fast' i saw the kid with white hair sitting aloneplaying with some sort of robot toy. he was still wearing the white pajama-like clothes they first gave us.
two tables from him was another loner, playing with nothing. his long girly blonde hair seemed to go well with his intense blue eyes. he wore all black and clutched the end of a red rosary bead necklace.
i got up, my new goth-y black boots tapping as i walked slowly to him.
"can i sit down?" i asked, almost expecting silence to be my only answer.
"sure." i was surprised to hear a deep, boyish voice reply to me.
"thanks." i sat. "i'm Matt" i ventured.
"Mello. nice to meet you Matt." he didn't look at me.
"uhm..you too.." 'what's with this guy?' then i noticed, for the first time, where his eyes were. he was glaring at the boy in all white.
"hey, who is he?" i asked, guessing he must have something against him.
"what?...who?" he was avoiding the question.
"the albino. you know him? hate him perhaps?" for the first time he looked at me, and suddenly smiled and looked down.
"th-that's just Near" he stuttered, looking down. "i don't really like him."
"no. really?" 'whoa, sarcasm is fun..'
"yeah.."
"so...what's up?" yes, i was bored, and i wanted t get to know him more. he almost laughed.
"um, nothing" he seemed to be blushing.
"alrighty then" 'oh well, back to the game' i sat in silence, tapping buttons and thinking about nothing. i felt Mello satring at me, and when i looked up, he panicked and looked down.
'okay Mello, what's with you?'
"hey," he broke the silence, "you're a girl right?"
"as far as i know, yes."
"huh..why'd you dress like a boy?"
"i dunno...why do you hate Near?" if he wanted to ask questions he needed to answer mine.
"uh.. nevermind." he seemed hurt. whimp. he looked like he was going to start crying.
"look Mello, you've gotta toughen up. i was just messing around" i laughed, trying to cheer him up. he seemed nice enough. i might as well be his friend.

TO BE CONTINUED [AGAIN]


mwahaha, Melloooo >:D I AM A MASTERMIND. jk, you like it? there's more in my notebook, but not much. i needs to write more of it.

i....am not going to continue my story right now. partially because i'm tired of copying and also i left my notebook downstairs and am too damn lazy to go get it ;) that's the toast you know and love right?

don't worry, i'm gonna finish the story, but at a time when you least expect it. and certainly not on my Turkey Day fools.

yea, this post has no point, i'm just writing because i don't wanna be the one who didn't write anything on Turkey Day, a rather opportune day for posting. YOU SHOULD ALL DO THE SAME.

"you have chosen....poorly" DUN DUN DUN. and then the guy gets all old and he turns to dust. BUT INDIANA DOESN'T TURN TO DUST, BECAUSE "you have chosen...wisely" WOOT I SAY. freak yes Indiana chose wisely. foreelz.

and now we move on. i watched yes man last night....he showed his butt xD which reminded me of Dances With Wolves for some reason O__O MissGreen, you remember in Mr. Rileys class when we were watching DWW (lazy xD) and he was trying to cover the butt part, but the butt was right above where he was covering? xD oh good times.

*ahem* MOVING ON.

this post had a lot of nostalgia...well not really. you wanna know what does have a lot of nostalgia? Frech films. they're all flashback-y.


I'M BRINGING SEXY BACK yeah, THOSE OTHER BOYS DON'T KNOW HOW TO ACT yeah.


lol, that song makes me laugh.


well, i must be going. off to help make dinner, and then EAT IT 8)


yes.

haha, too bad.


okay, so last year i went on a road trip with mi madre y mi padre. i was just witing because i was bored. it started out as a random short story, but then my love for Death Note made me make it about Matt and the Wammy Boys. it's like...a conspiracy theory (perfect for Matt-Man, right? xD) just yesterday i was looking through one of my old notebooks and found it. i was reading it, then just started to keep writing where i left off. i thought i would share my weird story with you.

oh and by the way, i don't know why or how this happened, but i made Matt a girl xD ENJOY.



The Beginning~


"Are they awake yet?" the shatteringly hard voice rang in my keen new ears. The computer screen buzzed audibly as a mouse clicked away.
"number 12 is gaining consciousness. she can't move yet, though" a new voice doubled the echoing in my head.
"fine. shut the rest down" cold as ice. Ice? funny how quickly i learned.
"What?!" Ugh. too loud. I winced, or tried to anyway.
"i don't like to repeat myself, Stanley. Shut. Them. Down" cold and condescending. And a woman. i was impressed.
"i would like to wait until 12 is fully conscious. we could make a mistake." he challenged. Idiot. can't he tell she means business?
"fine" oh, she's mad. i almosy laughed. it just came out as extra loud breathing.
"she's breathing." the man said in an urgent tone.

'guess it's time for the big reveal.' sitting up was hard. i heard footsteps behind me, tehn next to me. i opened my eyes. light. ow. i closed them again. rubbed them. light. better. they focused. a balding man in a white lab coat stood before me. i felt small. he was really big. the woman looked like she sounded. hard, cold, and in charge. arms crossed.
"why is she so young?" mad.
"um, it'll take a day or two after she'd woken to grow tofull size"
"she will be perfect?"
"we can only hope"
"hope is not an option. she will be perfect or she will be terminated" harsh.
"i'll be perfect if you make me" oh god, my voice still cracks.
"her voice still cracks" was that supposed to be an amused comment? weird woman.
"it won't." he sure seems confident.
"can i go now?" it was a boring and obvious conversation.
"not yet number 12. first, what is your name?"
"i like Matt"
"...is that a girls name?"
"i don't care"
"okay, Matt is okay with me. and, do you know how old you are?"
"....no. i feel like i'm five, but i know i am supposed to be 15."
"very good. right now you are around 5, but you will grow more in the next few days, i assure you"
"okay. now can i leave?"
"alright, everything seems to be in order. you will be relocated in one week. you may go" thank god. a nurse in the corner of the large room escorted me down the hall and into a small windowless room that seemed to radiate whiteness.
"i'll leave you to it then.." she left. leave me to what? whatever. i sat on the bed. there was a mirror in front of me. whoa. i'm naked. i found the closet and put on a shirt and pants. so much white. even my short hair was pure white. only my forest green eyes separated me from an albino.
"now what?" i said to myself. i noticed a drawer in the wall at the end of the room. inside i found a slim, heavy object. a laptop. excellent. i went back to the bed and opened the lid to an already open page. it looked like they did it on purpose.
'obviously, retard' it showed a map of the building and had a star next to the words "you are here". on the right hand corner were the words "prep center". Prep? prep for what?
'answers' i thought, referring to the large yellow button in a row of others.
'i doubt this will help, but whatever' i clicked it once and was immediately redirected to a page full of information. i scanned. a man named L... best detective in the world... needs a succesor... grooming us for it...

i fell asleep thinking about the future and what was going to happen to me.

"RIIINNNGGGGG!!!! RRRIIIIINNNNGGGG!!!! RRRIIIINNNGGG!!!!!!"
"freaking alarm! shut up!!!" they stopped immediately. three days had gone by. from reading the information i had learned that i would be relocated in 4 days to an orphanage in New England called Wammy's House. today was when i finally got to change my hair and clothes.

i stepped up to the door and it opened automatically. the hall was a sea of white as children large and small shuffled to the designated rooms. one for girls and another for boys. the girls room had a sign over the door of a woman in a dress.

'oh god. i hope i don't have to wear a dress..' the large warehouse-like room was a sea of pink and purple. i nearly ran back out into the hall. instead i walked quickly to the very back where i was a spot of black. i smiled with a sigh of relief. i chose jeans, and a black and red striped shirt, long sleeved just in case. buried beneath a pile of brightly colored skirts was a tan vest with fur accents. Brilliant. on one of the walls was a picture of and eye. Glasses? On the opposite wall was a picture of...hair? i decided with the latter. inside was like a salon, but whiter.
'why the hell is everything white?' i found an empty chair and sat down. on the counter in front of me was a book of styles and colors.
'red' i grinned to myslef.
"red" i told the bored looking woman behind me.
"really? dark or bright?"
"hmm....dark. and this style" i pointed to a boyish choppy cut that would barely go over my ears.
"okay. here we go..." it seemed to go by quickly.

"hey kid, i'm done" i opened my eyes and was satisfied.
"thanks"
"uh huh. you'd better get going. everyone is leaving."
"kay, thanks again" i hurried to the door, grabbing as i went a pear of goggles.

TO BE CONTINUED.

there's more, but i hate copying things down, so i'm going to write more when i feel less bored/tired.



IN OTHER NEWS: i finally cleaned my closet :DDD it's totally spotless right now<3 i've all of a sudden become very motivated to A. clean my room and B. cosplay :) seriously, we need to get a camera and do some skits. fa sho.

i just wrote a skit involving L and BB...and maybe Near. I SHALL WRITE IT DOWN.

~L's Weakness~

basically, BB has L captive (tied up to a chair) he's trying to torture him, but L is unfased by all of it.
-montage or something of BB's attempts-
B has an idea. he goes to get some cake and sits in front of L. he gestures a forkfull of cake toward L. as L tries to eat it B yanks it away and eats it. he keeps doing so. Cuts to L looking hopeless.
*B thumbs up's at the camera.
he starts to fidget and look around and says "now what?"

THE END

extended version:
Near comes in and knocks B out with his robot and steals L.


THE END


and that's basically it xD as you can tell, i have a lot of free time.


and now i have to go.

ADEU.

wow, havn't posted in quite some time x) i apolomagize my people. every time i thought about posting i was just like "...nah". so yeah, i have no excuse...

also nothing much has happened and i didn't feel like making a stupid post that doesn't really say anything like ya'll knows i love to do ;) ...of course that's basically what i'm doing now so FAIL. i am shamed with failness now. you should comment hug me to make me feel better, or comment slap me to make me feel more ashameded, k? ;D

so yeah... i honestly have nothing to say.

IF ANYONE I DON'T KNOW IS READING THIS YOU SHOULD COMMENT OR SOMETHING. make my life a little less pathetic :) i'llll beee uuurr beeessst friieeennddd...


okay, on to the post.

lately i've really been wanting to cosplay. all ya'll should come with me to the movies or something. AND Dasy shall be Near, Converse shall be Mello of course, Tree will be Linda, because no one knows what sh looks like, and i. shall be Matt :D i love my Matt cosplay<3

i'm gonna try to make that wifg work for BB too. i tried it on again and it didn't seem as bad, strangely. cool though :) i'm hoping it works, because that's the only thing that's really holding me back from doing Beyond. i think i could get contacts at Hot Topic or something. imma have to look that stuff up..... ANYWAIZ. i'm pretty happy right now :) i'm only just now gettin that excited feelin in my stomache. you know how that is? kinda feels like butterflies, but in a good way.



JACOB

idk, it kinda feels like he NEEDS his own title. unfortunately, he's all i can think about. it's really getting on my nerves. nothing is happening, which makes me sad, and i'm always sad because i'm always thinking about him. frikkin hormones -__-* GOSH DARNIT. lol, i only cussed once today, AREN'T YOU PROUND 8D


okay, i have to stop now. house cleaning time. ya'll talk to me about getting together this weekend, k?


AU REVIOR.


~looovvveeesss~<3

i'm happier today....well, not in the morning. i missed my mum so dearly. i came into her room at liek 7:30, and was crying i missed her so much. she told me to stay home today. sometimes you just need your mum, you know? i felt like a baby... BUT A CUTE BABY....lol.

tttthhhen we were talking (i had three cup of coffee 8D) about stuff. she thinks my brother needs to find hisself a woman xDD and that my other brother should marry his girlfriend and have silent little babies (neither of them talks at all...) my mum wants to be a grandma really bad xD SHE MISSES DEM BABEHS.

then just now i went on myspace and had a message. it was Jacob replying to my message (the latest one(seelastpost)). he basically answered my quiestion s with "i asked you because i wanted to get to know you" and "i like you" but i think more like a friend...idk. then he said i shouldn't like him because he was boring.... so i replied to the whole thing with "i keep making things complicated, sorry about that. i want to get to know you too. maybe we'll get to know each other when/if we go to new moon together. if you actually are boring (and i doubt that you are) i am very easily entertained, so it shouldn't be much of a problem :)"

that was wut i sed foo. best be believin it xD i'm hyper :DDD LOLOLOLZ.


"the fate of the world is in your hands Joe's. go get em!"

"but sir, some good men were lost in that traffic accident when the school bus full of small children got in the way of their guns and killed that d*mn driver. the bus hit them sir! those dumb*ss children killed some really good men! and nobody even sued that driver's family! IS THIS WHAT THEY CALL JUSTICE?!"

"i know, but we've gotta move on. our next assignment is in a pre school. kill that b*astard and anyone who gets in your way! move out men!"


....a typical day at the G.I.Joe headqaurters xDD POOR G.I. JOES.


okay, i'm almost done. OMG, did Haybear and T Dowg hear that my phone got stoleded? i misses it. oh well, life goes on. wehn i get my new phone and tell you the number, cuold you gais send me some ringtones and pictars to put in it plz? that would be very nice :)


k, i'm done.


LLLOOOOOOVVVVVEEEESSSSSSS<3



  DOMO, I SALUTE YOU.

                                                                                                           

just kidding ;) today was some random fun. Dani was high on rasberry iced tea, and Julia had a balloon. we were making Mr. Brooks so mad xD
Dani was blowing the balloon up then letting the air out and making it squeak ready loudly xDDD it was fun.


another thing. i don't think Jacob likes me....even as a friend D: he won't talk to me, or answer my messages..... :( i sad.

but anyway, life goes on.




I NEED M0N3Y!1!!!!1!!!! jeez.





okay, i'm just writing this cuz i'm bored, as you may have realised. love you gais :)



*glompsTree* lol, goood times...




pitchers



mwahaha!

this post is fur my christmas list... i am such a little kid inside xD ANYWAYZ.



1. iPod

2. video camera

3. laptop

4. Super Mario Bros. (for DS)

5. DDR Hottest Party 3 (for Wii)

6. lolita dress

7. Beyond Birthday cosplay

8. MONEYZZ lol

9. clothes (never before O__O)

10. Kingdom Hearts (for DS)

11. muuusic :)

12. panda stuffed animal :DD

13. Aang plushie xD FTW.




k, that's all i can think of right now. i'll probably make another one with more stuff on it sometime.
A MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL, AND TO ALL SOME SLEEPING PILLS SO YOU DON'T HEAR ME JACKING YOUR SH**.

;)

i'm typing like L does in the live action movie<3 you love this. just admit it.


now that i have my Matt cosplay all together, i really wanna get BB cosplay.... haha, i am never satisfied xD


okay, i'm bord now. just posted cuz i wanted to.


bye bye.



LOLOOOOOVVVVVVEEEESSSSSSS<3


lol, found this in Haybear's (msgreen) pictures file xD i'm on her computer, btw.

it's liek MIDNIGHT YA'LLz! :O caint sleep tho. and i is listening to the caramell dansen song, which is makin me hyper :D it is called the "speedycake remix" ..... :DDD SSSSPPPPPPPEEEEEEDDDDDDDYYYYYYYYYYYCCCCCCCAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.



i really need to calm down, or i'll be so tired for trick or treating tomorrow D: that would be bad. heh, whenever i look down at the keyboard my right earphone goes dead xD and then it comes back to life.




i can't wait for tomorrow<3 i is very excited, as you may be able to tell. i hope my crazy fast typing isn't keeping the parents awake...

O WELLZ ^^

"blue lips, blue veins, blue, the color of our planet from far far away" i kinda like this song :) it called blue lips by regina spektor, in case you wanted to know ;)



k, for you who don't know (you all pretty much know) i wore my Matt cosplay to school today :D it was fun, cuz no one knew who i was, and then when someone recognized me (and msggreen, as Mello) it was really coool. they like, took pictures and stuff. it was pretty cool. i feeled special<3
 then, when i got home, my mum kidnapped me and took me to the mall. i didn't get anything, but i got to walk around and fresk ppl out :) ppl were staring at me....

you know like, when you see something strange, and then you don't wanna be rude n' stare, so you look away really fast, but then you can't help but look again, then you keep doin that until you finally just stare. it was kinda like that xD it was pretty fun. i got this nasty pretzel dog for lunch :P

then after that we went to hollywood video (and stayed for about an hour D:) and i was just walking around, still in my costume, and some girl looked at me and was like "OMG, THAT'S AWESOME" my heart flipped inside me, it was funny xD I HAVE FANS. kidding. it sorta feels like that tho. i wonder if anyone will recognize me tomorrow...




anyway, it's almost one now, so i should be off to bed.


LLLOOOOOVVVVEEEESSSS<3 *glompsmello*

I HATH FINISHED MY VEST<3 it's so warm and cozyyy ^_^

i'm gonna glomp ppl on friday xD everyone i see actually. it'll be the EAST HIGH GLOMPING MASSACRE OF 2009.

RUN IN FEAR FROM MATT-MANNN!!!!

nunnanunnanunnanunnanunnanunnanunna MATT-MANN!!!!!!
and his shady sidekick MELLO-BOY, with gay undertones ;)


nao alls i need is the small details for my costume, like a chain fo his pantss, and gloves and his oh-so-iconic goggles. and a little near to sit by his side<3 lol. MATTxNEAR. don't judge me xD

I'M SO TOASTY WARM<333

and with that, i bid you all farewell.


LLOOOOVVVEEESSSSSS!!!!!! <3

LOLz, this post has no reason. BE DISSAPPOINTED! >:D

and also i wanted to use my new icon ^_^ <3

DO YOU LOVE IT?! i do :)

K BYE. LLLOOOOOVVVVEEEEESSSSSSS<3

I WIN.

my Matt cosplay is almost done ^_^

HOORAY! my wig came in today. when the mailman got here i was getting ready in the bathroom, and i heard my mom say "oh, it's just a wig for my daughter" (because she thinks everyone cares about her life xD) anyway, when i heard that i RAN into the livingroom and rushed to my brother who was holding the mail. i grabbed it and yelled "MINE" and ran away ^_^ it was fun. i then tried it on in the bathroom. i still need a wigcap very badly, but i guess i have to wait.
later my mum, my Uncle Bald (nothisrealnamehe'sjustbald) and I went to thrift stores and such to look for a shirt, or at least fabric for my shirt. we went to a goodwill, found nothing, then went to a fabric store where my mom forced me to settle on something because she was tired of me saying "no, that's not right". after that we went to A.J. Wright, which is right next to the fabric store. i went in and looked at the shirts because i still wasn't satisfied with what i had (story of my life) and i saw a black and gray long sleeve shirt. it wasn't perfect, but it was waaay better than what i had. i got it, sewed it up a little, and now i'm sitting at the computer with my wig, shirt, and Matt pants on. (the pants...well, it was too freaking hard to sew the lines on them, so i gave up and have decided to just wear them normal)
i am quite happy :) my vest is kinda almost done. not quite, but i can't work on it without my mom, and plus i need more fabric.


...WELL THERE YOU HAVE IT. i would post pictures, but my camera still isn't working :(



BABYE!!!! LLOOOVVVEEEESSSS<3

i think the Jacob thing isn't gonna work out. oh well, life goes on right? still, sadfais.
i really like him too..... CRAP. that was just a prolonged crap, no need to be alarmed, young zombehs.


........EMO today man x(

imma sing the doom song nao

DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM....


okay, well really i was just posting becuz i've been glued to myspace for a while, and i needed something to preoccupy me.(i know i spelled it wrong, but i feel no desire to fix it) .......... ;)


K BYE.



PPIIIIIICCCCTTTTUUUURRREEEESSSSS



DAMN THAT'S SMALL. still cute tho ^_^


 AHAHA, Gur.

crap i'm so confused xP

Jacob asked me out :D but we still havn't talked.....?

all we do is (rarely) say a mumbled 'hey' to each other, and then ignore each other for the rest of the day.
it doesn't help that he's ADORABLE.
and he's shy which just adds to his ADORABLEness.
man, i love him x( freakin weirdness.
how the hell are we supposed to go out when i can barely be around him?!
i tried to walk with them to class, and i ran away...like an idiot. i'm pretty sure i was yell-whispering "ABORT MISSION"
to Julia as i speedwalked away xD damn weirdness.

I'M SUCH A FREAK! crap, this is turning into a rant... i must talk about other things now.

uhhh..... i wonder if i'm gonna actually be able to go to the dance with him....
i'm fucking taller than him D: oh sorry, ranting.

if only i were a guy. then it would be good to be taller than him x(
but as it is, it's just weird.



okay, i'm done. i guess this could be qualified as a rant. fucking weirdness >_> o jeez, i'm cussing BAD today. O WELLZ.

i only has ten minutes to write this post, may be lame, get over it.

i've had a certain guy on my brain a lot lately.... most of ya'll know who i'm talking about.

well, i'm pretty sure he doesn't like me back, but i was talkin to Julia and she was all gettin my hopes up. i was like

"but i told him in 8th grade. i'm pretty sure he doen't like me" but then she kept sayin "you never know ;D"

and i was like "........."

so now my hopes are very high, and she said she would ask him. if the answer in no, well, the higher my hopes are the harder they fall.

if the answer is yes then ya'll betteer get ready to see me do a lame-o dance or something xD either that or a heart attack.

i'm sure you'd enjoy either of those ;D

well, strangely that took 7 minutes, so now i shall just say random news/ crap.

my kitty is trying to get in by the window ^_^ cuuuutteee. o crap. how do i undo the underline Dx IT WON'T LET ME UNDO IT.

well, since my stupid f*cking computer won't work, i suppose i shall be off.

PIE TO DA PPL!!!

I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH (YES, THIS POST SHALL BE IN CAPS, CUZ IT'S MY EMO POST OF THE WEEK. DEAL)

I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO. I'M JUST GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS. BLAH :P

DAMN IT ALL. HEH, I LIKE SAYING THAT...

I NEED A BOYFRIEND...ANY TAKERS? xD I JOKE.

I THINK THERE'S ANOTER REASON I'M BEING SO EMO, BUT IT'S KINDA PRIVATE. ONLY ME, MYSELF AND I KNOW WHAT IT IS.
AND THAT WAY IT SHALL STAY.


I ACTUALLY DON'T HAVE A LOT TO SAY......BUT I SHALL TRY TO GO ON.


THE GUY I REALLY LIKE DOESN'T LIKE ME BACK</3 IT SUCKS.

I KNOWS IT GOES AGAINST MY RELIGION, BUT SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS A GUY xP I ACT LIKE A GUY....I SOUND LIKE A GUY (WHEN I'M NOT SCREAMING LIKE A LITTLE GIRL) I WOULD REALLY RATHER DRESS LIKE A GUY. I HATE GIRL CLOTHES....


GAH, I SOUND WEIRD. JUST IGNORE THAT LAST PART x( I'M REALLY CONFUZZLED RIGHT NOW.....

YA'LL NEVER MIND. I'LL JUST GO TO SCHOOL AND BE ALL EMO THERE.


FAREWELL MY FRIENDS.

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i laugh at all of you....just because i can ;)



.....ANYWAY, i'm home today, obviously, and yesterday (as most of you know) i'm really bored. i have basically filled my time playing Animal Crossing (LAME) watching tv, and trying to find ways to make saltines taste interesting without puking :D was not succeeding in the last one till i found thejoys of super hot sauce<3 my lips are about to fall off, but i'm happy ^_^ AND THAT'S ALL THAT COUNTS.

HEY GUESS WHAT I GOT FOOD POISONING. just in case ya'll didn't know xD


i really have no point for writing this post, except i'm bored and i've barely been on the past two days.
....imma post some vatars ^_^ .....!



<3



 LOLWUT


 MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY.

i went camping this weekend. even though i was wishing i was hanging with my friends the entire time, i actually had a lot of fun. we went with the youth at my church (the ppl i despise...d). I MAKED NEW FRIENDS :D
and i realised i still like the guy my friend is dating >_> darned hormones.

i still really wanna hang out with someone :( it seems as thoug the weekend has just wasted away.

CURSES TO THE OLDIES. (thetree knows xD)

.....wow, i don't have a lot to write.........

i really wanna go to gamestop and get action replay and kingdom hearts for the DS.

.........if they are telling the truth on ebay then i might recieve my wig on wednesday, the day of awesomeness. unless it doesn't come, then it will be the day of dissappointment xD foreelz.


i know this is short, but i have nothing more to write D:



FAREWELL MY FRIENDS












   LOLSURPRISEPIKACHU

this post is basically just to post a picture of my desired Matt wig and see what ya'll think about it.
i'm going to order it tomorrow, so try t tell me if i tsucks before then....


DRUMROLL PLEASE.





TA-DAAAHHH.


what you think?


bye bye loves ;)

today my bro and dad were gone, so my mum and i were trying to figure out what to do on such a rare and wonderful occasion :D
we decided to get our halloween costumes together (okay, mostly mine)
we started at spirit, and unfortunately we found nothing *sadfais* we tried walmart and the mall (the mall not really to find costume, but because my mom wanted to find "special" vitamins at the health food store....another store in vain. it was closed -__-*

ANYWAY, we then decided to go to f&m, a fabric store. i tried desperately to find striped fabric for my shirt (matt from death note, if you're wondering) i couldn't find THAT, but i did find stuff for my vest :D and so we went all these places just to find the vest that i still have to make, but i don't feel like i wasted my time. such is a wonderful part of life.

AND I HAVE A SPONGEBOB BANDAID FROM WALMART :D

well, my mom agreed to let me order some stuff off the internet....reluctantly, but still a yes.
that is where i shall get my wig and probably my goggles...maybe my shirt......

oh, speaking of which, does anybody know where i can get these things relatively cheap? that advice would be much appreciated ^_^


i'm really excited for halloween now.


NOTE TO MSGREEEN (but ya'll can read it too):

my mum and dad might be gone the weekend of halloween, so i was wondering if i could go to yur party and spend the night. if not it's okay, my nan will be there to make sure i don't get attacked or something, but it would be fun :)

p.s. i had chocolate again today xDDD


BYE BYE. LOOVVEEE <3

that i have now posted twice in a row. you gais need to post moar. srsly.


okay, so i wouldn't have posted, but i had a funnish dream last night :D

k, so it was sokka and the moon girl. they were on a date or something, and they were swimming. they were in this multi level swimming pool with a little pool then a big pool then a hot tub. tehy were in the big pool, then they got in the little pool, tehn zuko showed up xD and he was just sitting there. they were talking about something, but i didn't care enough to figure out what it was. i think it was something about "if katara were here she'd be swimming really fast" and zuko was agreeing. then they allwent down to the hot tub becuz tehy were cold :)


it was really random and hard to explain, but it was avatar, therefore i must tell you.


i try to find pictar now.


i know i know. wtf it has nothing to do with avatar, but srsly gais, can't you learn to love it? LOVE THE WEIRDNESS xD

that's right. the ghostbusters came to tira's house (where i am currently haunting) and killed me.
i think her parents called them...maybe i hsouldn't have eaten their dog.....
OH WELL.


i went to msgreen's casa on satoordee. we had much of the funtiems. i flipped over in her bed on accident xD i think i broke her cd player...
sorry Mello :P i give you chocolate to make up for it.

i stayed home sick today. it was boring... and my brother was being an ass.
the thing is that he admitted he was being an ass, but he didn't care. i just wanted to cuss him out so f***ing bad.

hm...i thought i had more to say, but wuteva. doood, this is really short :P


I WILL POST MOAR!




once apon a time there was a man named light. everyone secretly hated him because he was conceited. he went around acting like a god. one day he was playing in a warehouse with his dog named ryuk, when a little mentally callenged child named matsuda shot him with a water gun. all of matsuda's friend's: near, giavanni, rester, mogi, soichiro, hal, and aizawa all laughed at pointed at light. he screamed "I'M MELTING!!!" and ran into the wall, cracking his head open, and dying instantly. the world was a better place. THE END.


do you all like my TOTALLY ORIGINAL NOT COPIED AT ALL CAME FROM MY MIND story?

i bet you do ^_^



okay, NOW i'm done.




LOVE YA'LL!!! <3

p.s. no pictars today.

hai. i am going to dissappoint thee wit hmy post after getting your hopes up with that kick ass title. WHA BAM!
anyway, i'm just posting cuz i had a funny dream last night. i think my close peeps would appreciate it.

okay, so i was just in my room hanging out. i was just being bored, thinking of Silent Hill 3, and then suddenly my house turned into nightmare. there was blood on the walls and most of the windows were broken. it also reminded me of the mansion in Fatal Frame. i wasn't scared, i was just looking all around my housegoing "omg, this is so cool. that looks just like the ____ in SH!! this is so coool!" and  tehn i heard the radio going (i had been magically changed into Heathers clothes. i was still me, but i looked like her cuz my hair is short) i looked at myself in a mirror that was just there and said "wow, i feel tacky....." then i saw a monster in the mirror. it was one of the dinosaur-y ones. i was like "yay, i get to kill a dinosaur!" (does it strike anyone as odd that aramy the whimp wasn't scared the whole time? watever, back to the story) i shot the monster and was doing like a tribal dance on top of it xD
when i stopped i went downstairs (that all happened in the upstairs hallway, btw) and for some reason i was in the subway in SH. i was like "wtf" and then i woke up ^_^


that was a fun dream. srsly.




meowmeowmeowmeow.


YOU'RE MY HONEYBUNCH SUGARPLUM PUMPY UPMY UMPKIN, YOU'RE MY SWEETYPIE. YOU'RE MY CUPPYCAKE GUMDROP YOU'RE THE APPLE OF MY EYE.

 i would write the rest but i can't remember it *sniffle* if anyone cares, would they please comment the rest of it on this post? <3


BYE BYE!! LOVESSS!

ya'll need to post. i'm dying of boredom here.
non bien. NON BIEN.
srsly. Aramy-chan is bored :(


A B C D E F  H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z NOW I KNOW MY ABC'S NEXT TIME WON'T YOU SING WITH ME.
and no one ever does sing with them. sad little children.
OKAY I'M NOT WRITING ANYMORE. k, maybe a little bit ^_^



as most of you know i cut my hair. i'm not saying i'm dissappointed, but i would have liked it to be, or at least look, shorter. the pictar that i got it from was cool, and this is basically it, except the lady didn't cut the sideburns so it looks like a bob.
the picture looked more like raito or takada or something.
it was quite cool :) i still like my hair, just saying it could have been that much better.

sadly i cannot post pictars of it cuz our camera is broken. srsly broken. someone smashed in the screen. it still turns on and takes pictars, but you can't see them... so yea. that was rather dissappointing right after i get a brand spankin new haircut x) awell. no harm no foul i suppose.

I LOVE YA'LL TO DEATH!!!! bye ^_^

DOMO DOMO. lolz. good tiems.


HELLO ALL. aren't you proud of me for posting all on my own?! i bet you are ^_^
well, this post has no reason so it may not be very ineresting... actually none of my posts are very nteresting.........
i wanna play video games :( i miss pretending i can actually play them even tho i lose almost every time..

*ahem*


MOVING ON.
i want my wig... Haybear *msgreen* said she might be able to order it for me, since i have no way of paying from the computer. i only have cash. i do not have a bank account. therein lies the problem. hopefully her parents let her. i already gave her the money to buy it, so hopefully it works >_>





TWAS SHORT AND NOW TIS OVER.

goodbye my pedo-y friends :D



PICTUUURRRRREEEEESSSSS..........


 i am putting pictures of potential haircuts becuz i am obsessed with that right now...


i <3 this one


  :)

NOW THAT THAT'S OVER WITH......... RAITTTOOOOOO.

the tree told me to post this (again).
it seems the only time i ever post now is when someone commands me to xD
i believe the problem is that i'm quite lazy, and plus have no interest in the computer as of late.

i'm tired of school already :P it is so FREAKING BORING. part of me almost wishes i was still home-schooling.
that would be obsurd of course because i hate being alone. and that's basically the point of home-schooling...lonely-ness. i think the parents think that if they seperate thier kid they are less, how do i say it, rebellious i guess. they have yet to discover that it only gives the child more to rebel against.
this is my theory. wateva x)

i don't have much to post except ranty stuff, so i guess i'll post that.


DOOOOD, this was t be my only weekend of freedom this month. last weekend my dad dragged us on a boating trip (where i proceeded to barf my guts out), and next weekend my mum has made plans to spread firestorm (her BOGUS youth ministry) to another church. in camarillo >_>
so next weekend is booked> i'll be on a road trip with twelve or more people that i practically dispise. i only feel that way because everyone is trying to force me to make riends with them. therefore, i dispis them. it's not rocket science.
well this weekend i didn't get to do anything. it didn'y help that my mum wanted me other places.
but, srsly folks, don't ya'llz think she could have helped me a little? but no, instead she gets pissed at me for not being invonved at church. maybe i wouldn't mind going to church on the weekends she doesn't drag me to all ends of the earth



well there you have it. my post/rant. LOVE YOU!!!! *manhugs*



no pics today, git over it.

        
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